everything is calm at the end of the planet

i used to be optimistic but i can't lie. all i see is the dying of the earth, giant piles of trash and disease.
i can't say that i'm hopeless, i think my hope hides way down to protect and preserve itself. it can't be extinct,
i don't think i'm a pessimist always... i've just been away from some nice thoughts for a while.
but i don't know because my viewpoints are changing and i don't see the world turning out to just be ok.

i used to be optimistic

rubie stone at 1:26 AM, 4 microdots