i wanna drown with nowhere to fall into the arms of someone

we were all waiting to hear those words
and no one ever said them
and the tactics never hatched
and the plans were never mapped
and we all learned not to believe
and strange lonesome monsters loafed through the hills wondering why



and it is best to never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wonder why

rubie stone at 3:33 PM, 3 microdots